Unusually Positive - I Like Me, I'm OK

I am beautiful

When I speak my voice is silk
When I walk I glide
When I am unclothed I radiate
I am

I am intelligent
When I speak worlds are formed
When I walk I create peace
When I am unclothed I strike you dumb
I am

I am confident
When I speak I know the truth
When I walk I do it with my head up
When I am unclothed I bare all
I am

I am interesting
When I speak I have a story
When I walk I’ll make you wonder
When I am unclothed I am not ordinary
I am

I am Christina Renee Polzin
When I speak you will know me
When I walk you will understand me
When I am unclothed I am naked
I am Christina

Melt

I am calm, my inner self reflective and calm

Looking into my eyes you will see slow calm movement

Pools of thought slowly melting the horror

Horrors which moments ago tormented my mind

As snow melts in the warmth of the sun

My horror melts in the warmth of pharmaceuticals

Where fear ripped the edges of my thought

Leaving me terrified of un-known knowledge

Determined to take my breath, reason, my very soul

Leaving me shaken, in tears, out of control, lost, and desperate

Desperate for relief of this realistic unreal horror

Deep within and deep without my self

One, two, three, breath deep, call a friend, repeat after me

I’m ok… one, two, three, breath deep, swallow it down

Count, wait, breath and slowly you will feel the melting

The melting of the horror, the pain, the gripping tearing fear

Melt away slowly as quickly as you can so I am anxiously calm